These nights of self-examination never go well. Who am I? A nice guy, nothing more, nothing less. A guy who tries too hard? What do women not see in me? I lack the bottled courage of my companions. Throw the lips, go in for the kill, seal the deal. Fuck that shit.
Fuck. I'm 29, nearly 30, and no idea what life holds. Should that be liberating? I'm adrift. Need to refine the five year plan, have to include love. But you can't plan for that shit. You don't know when it'll start, nor when it'll end. All you can do is let it happen. Lie back as it steamrollers your heart.
Fuck. I'm 29, nearly 30, and no idea what life holds. Should that be liberating? I'm adrift. Need to refine the five year plan, have to include love. But you can't plan for that shit. You don't know when it'll start, nor when it'll end. All you can do is let it happen. Lie back as it steamrollers your heart.
